long time ago..we're so poor...having financial problem is quiet tough for my family ,xpecially for my mother,,because she the one that working..."he" just...(sigh)..
I still remember that we have no food...and my mother bring me and my sister to my grandma's house,hoping that my grandma will lent us some money and give us some food.. thinking about that ,makes me want to cry...but thats my past...
Sunday, August 21, 2011
memory of the lost time..
Posted by EanLycra HeartphilliA at 3:29 AM 0 comments
worried,,
so worried right now...well,,my family hving financial problems.... 6hb tarikh daftar ke usm,,tp sy tiket pun x bli lg...apa2 barang pun x bli lg...haiiss,sedih pula...
Posted by EanLycra HeartphilliA at 3:21 AM 0 comments
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Saturday, May 14, 2011
hhumm...
i really feel depressed right now....i have a friend...he is the reason to me that made me lacking a confident to do everything that i wants... he always insult me....and infront my other friends too...he never thinks about my feeling....he says that i'm ugly and doesn't deserve to be liked by a man... he even ask me "who do you think is pretties ,you or she(my other friend)?"...at that time...i was unable to look everyone,and i just say"she"....because of my lacking of confident i was unable to look everyone that talking to me...
Posted by EanLycra HeartphilliA at 11:40 AM 0 comments
hai...
i feel heartbroken right now...i really think that she is my only and only bestfriend,,but why she never be with me when i need someone...?
Posted by EanLycra HeartphilliA at 10:33 AM 0 comments
Monday, January 17, 2011
first time
it was the first time i'm talking about 'HE' to everybody...i felt awkward at first,,,but then i felt more comfortable.... the story begin,,when,....my Ustaz,,asked us to write a few names of person that already passed away.....the moment he ask us to do that,,,my tears drop one by one...and it wont stop....i felt that my eyes is like a water pipe that time...
Posted by EanLycra HeartphilliA at 12:40 PM 0 comments