so confuse these days . . for the first time. . I think I have this feeling toward an human . . A man !
He makes me smile . . . he makes me laugh . . . he makes my days happy . . but I want to break up . . I hope I never meet him , , I really hope . . actually he hv a gf already . . and yet . . he still want me? what the fuck is that . .
can't believe its happen to me . . the stupid thing is I dont want to lost him . . but , , I still want to break up . . I dont know what is our relationship status right now. . A friend? but ber"syg-syg" ? Are u playing with me? hell yaa . . . ok fine , I'll just follow the flow that you made. . .
I really dont know why I cant believe in you . . all that what you saying . . I want to . . I really want. . but everytime its happen . . I just doubt. .
I really dont know why I cant believe in you . . all that what you saying . . I want to . . I really want. . but everytime its happen . . I just doubt. .
I just want to meet a good man that can take care of me , , someone that ISLAM . . someone that can make me smile everyday even with a msg "assalamualaikum" . .
can't believe that he like me because am not that "alim" and "bpakaian mengikut peredaran zaman" . . hell ya . . yess ! am not that "alim" . . but am still ISLAM . . . I didn't tudung labuh , ,x bpakaian longgar . . but am still ISLAM .. am still SOLAT . . can't believe u judge me like that?
based on my image . . am not like what u think dude . . ok fine~ lets play . .
but still , , am still missing u . . am waiting for your msg n call . . hahah . . its not happen . . u just follow ur lust only . . want me because we are in the same place . . and yet . . when u in different place , , u forgot me . .
am wondering if u really like me and want me . . I really doubt it,, honestly . . I cant go on if this things continue . . lets break up . . but yet my heart cant lie how much I want him in my life .
