the face behind my face...

the face behind my face....is something that i want everyone to know...BUT,,,i also doesnt want everyone to know...confuse????? i hate myself....and im really hate myself more when i see myself happy....shocked????? please do not know me.....

suddenly...

im finally told someone about my feeling...and its not easy as i thought.....she is one of my favourite teacher.....i cry on her shoulder and tell her about my feeling toward ' he'....
i cry non-stop....regard all of this......i want to be alone......but i want everyone to know the face behind my mask....please dont save me...