last month i went to hospital because stomached...but then it turn into gastritis plus food poisons... ahhahah.....it hurt so much...damn...so much.....i keep asking my roommates before go to the hospital if they can tell the warden about my pain...and they just says that i just need a sleep....but it turn bad....

on the bed...i keep singing if i cant forget about this pain...i sang" when u gone" by avril lavinge.. when im singing that song...i keep thinking about "HE"....what happen if he is here...he wont let me felt this pain...i brave my whole deep heart to not crying.....

i walk down from my bed..and hope that my best friend in her room...but she not there...then i walk to the "musolah"...shes there....i sit outside...holding my stomach....and hope so she can be here soon....im not crying....this pain is killing me...

in the hospital ,a doctor cure me......even it not working...at night it came again..the pain... i cant ate anything....even the water.....after the night...i went to the hospital again....the doctor ask me to do test....he said maybe it was appendix...wooo.....thats too much....

but it not...ehheh....i feel okay right now.....